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Brian Dean started the topic gratitude in the forum
Narcotics Recovery Group 8 years, 3 months agoI am greatful to have a higher power today which I personally call my creator. He or she has allowed me to FACE life on life’s terms . I am greatful to be home “as one past Sponser commented to me” welcome home Barry said; I’m not just loving my new freedom but holding on tight too it. Peace have a great wkd everybody
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Brian Dean replied to the topic How can we not regret the past. in the forum
Men in Recovery 8 years, 3 months agoGreat topic; I have to let my past go and be present. I want to be loving and helpful too my family. I was a slave too the substances referring to alcohol and grass and unable to cope w every day life. The past was numbness : now I feel and it’s hard . Just plain hard. Not used to uncomfortableness, discontentment, irritability, restle…[Read more]
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Brian Dean posted an update in the group
Narcotics Recovery Group 8 years, 3 months agoHave a great Friday everybody ☀️. Hope I see the sun today love blue skies it’s my favorite
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Brian Dean posted an update in the group
Narcotics Recovery Group 8 years, 3 months agoI’m living my life without numbing my feelings. What an adult behavior ….that’s it I finally want to GROW up. It’s a good feeling
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brian posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago
I wanna read recovery literature for comprehension today—maybe it’s about caring the dictionary so I can define recovery words. I’m not smart but I don’t need to be. “I just have to Do The Work!!!
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Brian Dean replied to the topic Rigorous honesty keeps my disease up front; talk about willingness in the forum
Men in Recovery 8 years, 3 months agoI want to keep coming 🙏🙏🏿🙏🏼. Greatful for the fellowship peace. Have a great Friday men!!
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Brian Dean replied to the topic Rigorous honesty keeps my disease up front; talk about willingness in the forum
Men in Recovery 8 years, 3 months agoSo many yets; so many lies. I’m the best at denial. I’d numb my feelings all day. I can’t believe I put back to back days of sobriety!! Wow!! Why or How?
Al said , “another man is tucking my kids in bed”. It’s the sentence I can’t comprehend. I don’t want that to happen
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Brian Dean replied to the topic Rigorous honesty keeps my disease up front; talk about willingness in the forum
Men in Recovery 8 years, 3 months agoWhy should I believe myself? What’s different about this time Brian ? As I ask myself
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Brian Dean started the topic Rigorous honesty keeps my disease up front; talk about willingness in the forum
Men in Recovery 8 years, 3 months agoI want to hold onto my seat number one and keep being teachable. I want to remember to be vigilant regarding my sobriety and recognizing feeling happy in new recovery. Today is what my focus should be on not yesterday’s : No rear view window
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brian posted a new activity comment 8 years, 3 months ago
It is no joke. I am at a fork in the road. I can either choose my family or drugs and alcohol. I don’t want to lose my family so I need to hold a seat in the program/ do the work/ my wife says actions speak louder than words. I need to stay sober for myself foremost. Me… My sobriety has to be number one
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Brian Dean posted an update in the group
Men in Recovery 8 years, 3 months agoI only have a week of sobriety but feel energized because I have a Sponser and going to mtgs on regular basis and reading and taking notes grabbing phone numbers getting honest the denial is leaving the lying is stopping and yesterday was the first hard lesson. I felt a lot of irritability discontentment wtf? I realize that I have numbed my…[Read more]
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Brian Dean posted an update in the group
Men in Recovery 8 years, 3 months agogratitude was the subject tonight. Greatful clarity is coming to me and want to hold onto my seat.
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